the timeline jump I had been preparing for that happened when I let go

When the queen returns she doesn’t beg for attention or crumbs, she heals deep movement of energy within the body and the result, a resurrection of our soul potential

We unlock by being true to ourselves, by knowing that which is truly for us cannot escape us. That it is about how present you are within yourself, not how far you have come or how much you do. But how present you stay to where you are, receiving the messages of what is needed in every moment. Following the thread, no matter how insignificant or weird the prompts to go forward might seem. The medicine is to fully be open to what is vs. resisting it. Life is always showing you where you are at, and we often resist, the very thing we need to learn, overcome, dare greatly to confront or surpass, in order to unlock the next level of our own expansion.

Authenticity is said to have the highest frequency, wether that be true or not for myself the timeline jump i just made

Didn’t come from scarcity or lack it came from knowing inside of me the vision the blueprint that I’m carrying that is felt within my bones, is about to be created into reality and that I am the vessel, simply the vessel for holding it

The shift wasn’t massive it was huge yes, but it’s Been in all of the micro moments catching myself living small and contracted and not from a place of, it’s already here.

I am the vessel god created

How may I support that

Knowing when I’m loving or taking care of the energy flowing and streaming through me is without effort, it just is.

So I’ve dived deep into every obstacle, felt to let this pass through my body. It’s been a lot this summer, constant movement and delicious moments for sure. But I listened to every step, as a mother I took time off for myself for the first time in many years, living from a stressed place

But how can support the infinite flow and downloads or activations that wishes to take place in my body of remembering

The first thing I felt called to do was to go to the sacred waters of Magdalene the archetype of the divine feminine, recconect to softness through letting go. It was profound and is for an entire other book ..

Yet what it did was to release so much id been carrying, you see these past years of initiation had me confront the pain, not to be in more suffering but to see what id been carrying. Surely from my mother and father lineage, the survival pattern of going up against something waiting for the next hit, the next struggle

What if it wasn’t like this I told myself, you see that is where I’ve likely had many people open up and show me the highest version possible for me in moments where I could see how they lived, enjoyed their body, their life their abundance

And so now I opened up a door in my consciousness of the code. What if it’s available for me

That is the door

And that is when the limitation shows up

It’s the part that more than wants it’s the part that knows this is who I am, now what happens next..

You are being shown and asked to make peace with the self that denies this, the self that is in an illusion of what is possible, of the limitation upon the limitless.

The knowing that you are whole, complete and fully ressourced by god.

Now why am I saying this? Because this was not a one and done shift for me it’s been many little doors and now sometimes the doorway is bigger the challenge arises in the body in a large way, I have done so much somatic nervous system work done that it had to be released through my nervous system this time

It’s not all in one go it’s a deepening of a practice I’ve had for myself over the years and now I wish to share this with you, in my container aim for your life, starting 8.8 Lionsgate portal. the sign up is ready, send me an email to join or to know more if you are curious, this is not just a container, this is where I share the codes of what I just manifested for myself.

but also in person in my retreats Chalice d’or, date tba.

Now what happened you’re asking

I started not giving a f*** about what my mind was constantly telling me, the letting go had to happen through the earthly vessel. We often in spirituality go into the ethers, the weaving and yes this is powrgil but the body is the part that moves the pieces on earth.

How grounded and fully in the body are you?

Even if it comes are you ready to hold it with full presence? Pain, pleasure, struggle and expansion?

This for me was the big jump

The body released and said yes and in its place I could room more for myself more opportunity and surely they came

Not all at once but a free flow of synchronicity that brought me to staying a 3 week trip that was supposed to be one, because I didn’t think I could have more than that.

See? The lack and limitation shifted into god you know what I want and need, I surrender it to you.

And then there is a break, a pause, to reflect and align with that which is shown to you from this new place of surrender

There is space

No more ruminating in silence

But filling it with a voice that is clear heard and speaking not from need but from fulfillment and what you want

Need and want are two different things one coming from lack of not being whole and the other from knowing I can have this and I am worthy and deserving of it from a place of wholeness

Can you feel that for a minute

How the latter feels and perhaps break it down into tangible steps of what feels good to the body

Not the mind this time

How do you move in this space, you see movement practice is a core part of my healing, dance and now I want to show you how you can use alchemical dance as a practice for release and connection with the divine in my upcoming monthly container

Aim for your life, to give meaning to pleasure and spaciousness through the body in creating the life you don’t need but want deep down inside, you feel these words

Don’t you?

The longing for something else

Discerning where it’s coming from

Releasing the old habit of lack and resentment for your own body and not ever getting there, whatever there is, that is of the mind for you are an infinite soul and everything is possible and can shift in a minute.

when clarity comes, when you’re clear

Open to receive and not blocked by all the programming and energetic imprint of others around you, that you grew up learning

This is the upgrade you didn’t know you needed, and if you’d like to come to my space in October (tba for dates and specific location) to do this in person

Email me your desire you do not need but want to anchor through your truest desire and we can work on this alchemically through practice healing and devotion

For we are here not simply for survival but to thrive and unlock this within you

I’m here to read all of you if this stirs something deep